Wednesday, May 15, 2019

Cellular Memory/Karmic Loop As It Relates To The Core Wound
Lori: I'd like to know more about cellular memory as it relates to the core wound because what I've observed intuitively in other people is they play out a “karmic loop,” so to speak and it occurred to me that time itself does not heal the core wound.

HIlarion: Yes. That is correct that cause-and-effect always remains: how you respond to it, how you work with it, that is the key and that is what you learn from this and take into other lives.

Similarly, how you choose to incarnate and attract this to you and that it will be an important lesson for your soul.

This is very difficult for most people to acknowledge, “You mean, I needed to incarnate as a rape victim? I needed to incarnate as a cripple? I needed to feel the effects of some terrible disease like AIDS or Ebola?” This is extremely hard for most people to accept and yet it is often one of the first things that they perceive when they pass from the world and they have the bigger perspective and look back on their lives.

Thus, you must see cellular memory not only in the victim perspective and not only in the “loop,” which inevitably involves victim and perpetrator. After all, this is the great lesson of the Universal Law of Opposite Expression. In recognizing the yin and the yang and recognizing the inevitable way in which they, “battle it out,” literally ad nauseam. There is always then this question, “must it be?” or “What is the solution?” Of course, when the aspect of two is the problem you then go to three for the solution. Or, as inevitably comes from 3,1. But, in one there is the recognition of the value and meaning that each gives to the other and that is forgiveness.

So, simultaneously then the new perspective, the new paradox is the 3,1 paradox in which you are recognizing the larger perspective which gives you the place for that forgiveness. In particular, then you would not only recognize the loop but you would also say, “Why do I need this? Why has this loop been valuable to me? In what way has it shifted me? Can I perceive and accept wherever there is one? Usually when one is the victim, there is the other; the perpetrator and in some way come to terms with this.

The moment you take that step you are getting the higher perspective. You are not looking at the observer, who is looking at this. But, you do eventually and that is where the oneness eventually shows up. In other words, as Byron Katie might speak of it, as soon as you begin to question it, as soon as you begin to look at it, you are no longer trapped within it. You are no longer at the mercy of that loop.

This is important not just for you of course, but for the people in which you have recognized this. The real trick is how you can shift their perspective so that not only do they for a moment or two look at it but now it is permanently changed for them and they can never go back. This was the impetus behind Byron Katie's process she calls, “the work.” Where, inevitably you can see if focused on the beginning points of the Law of Opposite Expression and the obvious aspect of its reflection, the Law of Reflection.

But, it is ultimately to take you to the place where you choose to use love in order to dissolve karma. This is very difficult for people who are very stuck in that loop emotionally where they are recognizing the tremendous problems with this and usually that's because it's physicalized. There was a blow, there was a bullet, there was an arrow, there was a spear and that has a physical component to it which sometimes actually shows up on the body; a birthmark; a tendency towards a particular discomfort or disease or some issue in the bony structure or whatever.

So, as they clear this there may be some shifts also at the physical level but more importantly it is a reminder to them that they chose it and that these birthmarks show up when they are very young. That it was not in something as an accident, not something as physical trauma in the womb. But, that which they chose as a reminder.

This business of choosing it is a very difficult one for some people and only increases a sense of guilt. This is more typical when they recognize the perpetrator aspect but either the guilt passes or they must shunt this aside and reconsider it at another time in life or a future life. But, the main point is only that if they can work with that without guilt— accept and work with this business of choice then it is tremendously empowering because then they know they have the choice as to how to respond and how to work with these energies and how to shift them and so on.

At the deepest level in the relationship between physical and nonphysical there is something that is created that homeopaths have been dealing with for centuries. They call it a,”miasm.” This is something that has a fundamental attribute that keeps on affecting health and is one of the few health affecting aspects that tends to re-create lifetime after lifetime after lifetime.

Wednesday, April 17, 2019

Victim/ Perpetrator Karmic Cycle
Hilarion: Naturally, those who are very much self-interested, self-centered in the way in which they are focusing on service to self rather than service to others, missing the point of this, the fun of it and so on will often find themselves in positions where they are creating havoc and difficulty and harm to others in order that they might get more for themselves.

Oftentimes such individuals have a long karmic history. They have traded places lifetime after lifetime- victim/ perpetrator- victim/ perpetrator. You see this in war, you see this with soldiers and those civilians they have killed. You see this with human trafficking where there are those who have been prostitutes and then been pimps. There are those who have harmed others with sex and those who have been harmed by this. It is a difficult cycle to break but no more difficult than any of the others. Whatever cycle you have of victim/ perpetrator there is often deep within you the awareness of this that shows up at some point in your life and you want to change it. Could there be something better? Could there be another way? These are powerful questions that your guides and helpers are whispering to you, reminding you, asking you to look at in your dreams and your contacts with so-called, "normal people;" those who are outside the circle of the harm that you are involved in.

Sometimes this does occur. People get out of the business of harm and difficulty because they have a vision, they have some way in which they can atone for their sins now offered once more. As they go into that place where they start asking: is there more? Is there some way to let go of this? Is there some way to change this?

What is also offered is the ability to dissolve karma with love. To use a greater degree of compassion and caring about the world, about yourself, about life. Naturally, for many people this is a great struggle and it brings up a lot of guilt, it brings up all of the energies of their past lives where they have struggled with these things. But, for some people, they will move through that and keep seeking, keep looking. When they do it is useful to encourage them to share this with them.

This is an extremely useful tactic to use with anyone who seems to be stuck in any of these karmic cycles, to ask the question: is it something that could be different? Show how it works for you in your prayers, in your consciousness, in your awareness? Planting the seeds that there are answers to this.

Unfortunately, the civilization you have doesn't recognize this as the major way of stopping these crimes. Instead, it incarcerates people in jails and sometimes this has the opposite effect. It starts a new crime ring of the people in jail and the things that happen between the prisoners and the jailers which are in themselves a continuation of karmic wheel of victim/ perpetrator. Here you have simply prisoner and jailer who have also traded places.

It is unfortunate that society has not received the answers and really held onto them because the answers have been there since the 1950s about rehabilitation, about changing the ways in which people relate to each other. Some of the more enlightened countries on your planet; Norway comes to mind as one of them, have clearly considered this and look for deeper ways to rehabilitate and indeed for many individuals they do make a shift, they do turn a corner and they see a way in which they can change their lives. But, it takes a lot of work. It takes a lot of caring and of course no great profit motive would be involved in this.

Prisons in many countries, including USA, are a great source of income for very low wage labor and opportunity to take advantage of others that is condoned by the government and many others. Rehabilitation has indeed moved way down on the scale of importance. Of course,  as there is love and forgiveness as there is an understanding that there is a perpetuation of a cycle which is karmic or that which you inherited from your parents. Whatever the cycle of victim/ perpetrator you can break it. When this is more understood, more welcomed and more true rehabilitation becomes possible. Yet, even so, there will be some who will not give way to this. That is usually because the experience of power over others is so deeply ingrained in their soul that it is very difficult to let go of it. It is more addicting than any drug. The opportunity to hold lives in your hand and to mold them and manipulate them is a powerful sense that you are somehow connecting again. This is especially difficult if you have a strong feeling about a particular crime. Yes, of course in a more perfect world the therapy we would invite them into would take place where the dolphins swim so that they would feel that connection directly. But, for others it is then that which they must somehow break free of lifetime after lifetime and if they cannot they may indeed have to make a major switch shifting to another lifestream or letting go of the soul or other things that sometimes happen.

But, at the deeper level within consciousness it is important to see that this is actually a minority. The so-called truly hardened criminals, whatever the act that they have been involved in, many are in places where they want to change and they recognize there are possibilities. So, one more addition to the many meditations, the many visualizations is of an expansive energy of a beautiful pink light to such individuals and other things that have been suggested in the past is this: in your own consciousness use your imagination.

June 21, 2017

Thursday, March 21, 2019

My Past Life During Renaissance and Karmic (Past Life) Blocks
Lori: Did I live during the time of the Renaissance? What was I doing?

Hilarion: There was acquaintanceship with some of the people who were involved in the arts, the awareness of some of these things in Italy, journeying to France; being aware of this in different ways in several lifetimes. In one of these, in Italy, you had an opportunity to be around others who were interested in the spoken word. In sharing some of the writings of da Vinci and others at the time there was a time of inspiration, of sharing but also of great argument. There was much difficulty in seeing what was unfolding. The Renaissance was a time in which new ideas were being promoted by the guides and helpers.

For you, a great deal of this came through in your dream life and the awareness of some of this was not clear to you. You would take actions in the world and then remember a dream; a piece of it and be inspired by this. You had opportunity to share with others, to speak of such things. But, at the same time you presented a few blocks to this and immediately after that life you created several energetic blocks for the purpose that you are going to recall this gradually. But, you constructed this because of the arguing. There were others who were right and you were wrong. The result of this was that you saw that if you focused on the spoken words themselves you would miss the point.

So, you asked for help on this. Evolutionary orientors and other beings at higher dimensions had worked with this many times. So, they explained to you how to construct the various blocks necessary. The intent was to filter so that the feeling of this; the idea that there were many things that could be turned upside down; the church; institutions of learning; awareness of how things were done in the world; superstition. All of these things could be flipped upside down, rejected. But, the fear associated with this needed to be filtered because your life could end if those in positions of power discovered your radical thinking on something for instance.

The result of this was you placed these as emotional filters so that the learning about Renaissance or connecting to Renaissance artists or other speakers might still be available to you. But, it would be the feeling sense of it more than the specifics. That would seem to explain some of this that you will therefore not have to go down those routes.

What is difficult to understand about this time period is that which actually applies to all time periods. That is to look at that which is a permanent legacy versus that which disappeared. So, for instance in the understanding of Latin, you have the pronunciation which has now completely disappeared. You have that which was written, which was on stone, or papyrus or in some cases paper. That has persisted and this has been a tremendous inspiration and acknowledgment to scholars worldwide. Yet, the pronunciation still escapes and that is the greater learning about this that the spoken word in Renaissance times was written about but the actual speaking; very little was ever taken down.

There was in fact quite a bit of this. A huge amount of it was burned or destroyed by the church. There were many who spoke of things that would only in today's language be called, “revolutionary.” Ideas that would upset and change the status quo not just to see things in a different light and draw them, that is what has persisted. But, instead the day to day living of what is important: of prioritization, of superstition; things that needed to be changed, needed to be swept away. To speak of such matters could result in imprisonment or jail or ostracization, or in an earlier time you would be branded perhaps even as a witch. But, as this began to evolve some of it began to filter its way through. You see this especially in the writings of any of the great artists, Michelangelo or da Vinci as examples. Does this help?

Lori: Yes. But, I'm a little confused about the blocks. Were they for my protection or did you say it was so I wouldn't engage in that behavior again?

Hilarion: Yes and yes. But, also what you learned is something else. You see, you have these blocks, all people do, except for the very few who have complete memory of their last sequence (past lives) without any gaps about all of the memory and all of the intermissive periods (time between lifetimes) and indeed that is clearly a rare exception. The guides and helpers are experts at creating such blocks. They do so at various levels for various reasons.

But, you specifically requested this not just for the usual reasons but also for the idea that you would be inspired, there would be something uplifting, interesting; something that would inspire you perhaps to go beyond. But, it will come in such a way that you did not have to be constrained by the ideas, or the thoughts of the times but simply by the feeling.

This gave you the sense that something new could birth within you; that some beautiful, powerful new idea might take form or take shape. This was perhaps one of the more beautiful things about Renaissance. But, to do so in a climate with far less fear brings in the protection part of it that you would therefore be inspired- but without the fear. That is not such an easy block to create, to say, ”I am going to let through certain emotions but not other emotions.” That is where your participation and assistance with this was part of it.